A Diary Entry for the Lost and Hopeless

I simply don’t understand anymore. I don’t know what to do, or what I am doing. It’s been too long. I’ve lived in this purposeless world for too long. Now, I’ve become a sloth with no purpose or desire. I question myself, and test myself. I then experiment with hopes to change. Only to end up having conflicting results every time. What is my purpose? Why have I come here?